This all seems strangely familiar, this feeling of being out of place. I feel as though I’m taking a step backwards— not the direction I need to be headed when I’m on my way to college. I couldn’t I be a more assertive person? I’m under the impression that that would solve my problems, but instead I just let it wear down my composure. It’s incredible how my life just seems to repeat itself, I couldn’t figure out how to stop it the first time, and it’s so frustrating that I still don’t know how to fix it. I guess that’s why I took up the go with the flow attitude I have now, so that I wouldn’t be so upset about it. It wouldn’t seem so much like being pushed away, and more like I left it drift away. It’s only going to drift farther, because I don’t have the mettle to change.
“Anuugacchati Pravaha”- go with the flow